I was having a hard time sleeping last night because of this new site’s issue.
A while ago, I opened a bridge to the team who’s involved with the setup (vendor, IT, brm) to seek advise and such.
During the meeting I’m really having a hard time driving resolutions because I’m the only one on-shift (I’m manning .help account) and I left my food at the car..I have issues to deal with (lol).
Our BRM asked me, if I only invited IT teams and is there anyone from the business side. I said “yes” him and Cheryl (lol, but Cheryl’s on a vacay leave), and he chuckled and told us we should keep the conversation light, etc. coz he’s alone. He’s really funny and I managed to talk to them lightly and with, ugh, confidence.
We haven’t really resolved all of the issues, though they were happy I opened this one to the team and they thanked me :-)
Yay! I’m so happy! Made my day :-)
Robert (BRM) also emailed my manager as well as his superior and his co-BRM telling that I did a great job. Tumblr, I’m so happy because everything turned out well. Like, I wanted to work tomorrow until the site opens (19th) just to make sure everything’s running smooth.
Pero syempre may kaba dahil hindi pa naman okay lahat. So, yes, I told everyone to cross their fingers.
Other than that, everyone was so good to me :-) Like good vibes is so flowing. Hm. Sweet scent.
Tas I went out to buy my breakfast — Fries from Potato Corner! — I dropped my bucket spilling my favorite fries on the concrete floor. How tragic is that!? I told ate from the stall that I’ll buy one nalang ulit, then she said “wag na, ito nalang” as she handed me over new bucket of fries. Huhu.
To me, Saturday shifts are the worst kasi mag-isa lang ako and kabi-kabilang issue. Pero this is so different. <3 I love this day :-)
Good morning, Tumblr!
Hi. Again. Here I am. Again. Writing just to feel good somehow. Unloading. Again.
So many days have passed — it felt like years — after he finally ended it. I admit that I’ve forgotten the story behind it…the reasons…whatnot. But one thing is for sure — I was, and still am, phased. I didn’t get the chance to move on. Everyday, all those silly memories were playing on loop — every single day. And I just couldn’t accept the fact that those’re just memories now…memories that kept on haunting me…memories that kept me holding on.
Fuck that, right.
All that I could do is to hide these feelings and pretend that everything’s alright. That I’m not even affected.
Why does this seem too easy for others? Pano nila nagagawa yun? Move on agad. Nakalimutan kaagad.
Fuck these stupid feelings.
Happy birthday. I wish you all the best.
I wish I could forget you so that I could move on with my life.
I don’t want to wear this stupid facade anymore.